today..was kind of weird...i woke up at 745 to wake her up..then i went back to sleep...had a weird dream but i cant remember it...went out with my bro to get piercing..i remember something...sure hope my dad were ok...bean awhile since this kind of felling come...when for vb..not really in the mood...she show up..i was like wa :)haha...kind of happy actually...then when for supper at hongkong cafe..acted like a fool man..hahaha when home then bath...nth much to do..tired yet cant sleep...what am i doing actually???there is something i wan get...but what was it...i know its important but..what was it...:(iam going to find it...that's what iam going to do for now....man it sucks...what a day...

life..

I dreamed I was missing, you were so scaredBut no one would listen, cause no one else caredAfter my dreaming I woke with this fearWhat am I leaving when I'm done hereSo if you're asking me then I want you to knowWhen my time comes forget the wrong that I've doneHelp me leave behind some reasons to be missedDon't resent me, when you're feeling emptyKeep me in your memory, leave out all the restDon't be afraid, I've taken my beating, I've shared what I madeI'm strong on the surface, not all the way throughI've never been perfect, but neither have you.Forgetting all the hurt inside, you've learned to hide so wellPretending someone else can come and save me from myselfI can't be who you are

back with life

been awhile since i write all this man hahaah...lots of things happened...and i got to solve it all one by one...luckly..i have lots of friends by my side...time flies...i meet this someone not long ago...man she's hot..if only i can date her out hahaha..got to go

nameless-ass

can't wake up in the morning...end up being awake by bingzhao called!!!is not that i don't want 2 wake up just that i cannot wake up...she msg me in the morning...didn't reply her...she thought that i was angry... ...baby i know that you are not angry...i called you but you didn't pick up my phone so i ignore her...go lunch @ mcdonald..by 1pm i got to reach clementi but i m still eating...reach there @ 1.15pm but there was no one there...i thought they went off without me but then they were actually behind me...took bus 165 is a hell of a ride...so cold then i started to chiver...but the torturing was still on...babes came out of no where all of sudden it felt hot...it felt comfortable but i realise its not a babes i rush out as i reach...i was surpose 2 reach xinmin @ 2.15pm but i reach @ 3pm...thought that we will get punishment from them but there was only 4 person there...today training only 6 of us...learn alot of things n i gonna 2 use it during my final tournament 4 the open cup...quickly rush home @ 8pm...there were no food left it was surpose 2 be a party...i feel so tired n went sleep...thats all for today!!!thank you...=)

a..dont no wat to put hahahaha

wa today really tired (phew)finally at home le haha can rest:)morning no i mean afternoon wake up eat mac go training..ite training hahaha play till super tired go home pass by bb match..so i go watch lo..look up,down,left,right sien so go home..haha weilun super lazzy so i piggy bag him but he complain and complain so i just drop him down hahahaaha then he kau be till home..tomorow

going to be super extreamly tired..after combine got to rush for open training hahahaha thats for today cya smile @.@

smille :)

hey my mates out there. guess what.im too tired to sing a song.too sick jus' leave me alone.tis aint story tellin.cos its more like expressin my tone.im jus' ali'l someone.s'posin to do my things.it aint supppose to be like.my girl lose all my links.one day she got tis instinct.nex she got me stingin.then she got me hurtin.i knew she got me leavin.
[chorus]it ain about her lifewith that someone she wishes to thrive.strivin through e pain she got me.screamin like a lice.which dices through thos micetill i feel like imma die.fuck e bitch she left me unlikely to be right.
i let myself in dope.drown myself in the crib.tried to join the crips.end up gettin my Ass kick.you know i love you girl.you know im willin to die.that left you wonderinif you should hold me so tight.suckin big cigars.while drivin through with whores.i dreamt of bein with youthe night i slept with you.baby i miss thos days with you.lyin sweetly in my arms.im sick and tired of livinwith you ain by side.
[chorus]it ain about her lifewith that someone she wishes to thrive.strivin through e pain she got me.screamin like a lice.which dices through thos micetill i feel like imma die.fuck e bitch she left me unlikely to be right.
damn shes not that badwith my dick up in her ass.till she cast me aside.i wish ive never done that.but still its so darn cool.cos i love her so much still.baby please come back to me.show me some more mercy.now its more about my life.spoilt and completely destroyed.

hahaha thats my song like it!!sing it!!hate it FUCK OFF

hahahamy life

is mine

@_@make me laugh

smile always

hahaha

thats wat u teach me

hahahahaha

end

9/5/2007

a...diff felling...new day...early morning it start to rain...then recess drink a mouth of vineger...mouth become soury...i thing spoil le..really wat lo...then some1 laugh at me..say obi some more...laugh till she du che tong...then after school go jp with her...buy 6 toys for monkey..have lunch with...then she kept saying her stomach very chang haha..evening..planning to go hospital..when there fucking crowded..then forget it...miss her so much..brought her flower..12 blue rosses..hope she like it...love u lots muackkk...thats today...cya